Here I am...
In silence, literally. My ears plugged tight,
as the sadness swallows me in.
He's sleeping. And it hurts.
He made me hurt or perhaps I did it, and I can only see him sleeping.
I want to cuddle him, but I can't, it's too hard.
I can't even ask help anymore, as I've already
used all of my lifelines.
I don't know what to do anymore...
The darkness is swallowing me in...
Already am I imagining my suicides again...
Is it the relationship, or pills I need, or is
it one another that's destroying me.
Yes.. I'm falling apart, I can see that, or can I?
Well, If I push it too far, I will not be here to see it.
It reeks dead to me here, but I'm not willing to
smell it.
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